Scholarship

My mother wanted update on my education. Talk~talk~talk.

Mum told me to work extremely hard. Even though uni is the time for people to relax and slack off, but uni is an important part of our education life.

Mum said if I work hard, I might get a scholarship. I scoff at that, but mum said I am capable of getting a scholarship. But HDs? Ds?? I dunnoo...

That conversation stir up my competitive nature and my desire to study again. TBH, I've been really lazy since uni started or since Yr 12 ended for that matter. I've been a very bad girl and have been skipping lectures and wagging tutes and not concentrating on my study as well as I want to. I've not been treating test and assignments as serious as I want to.

I want to earn a scholarship!! I want to make my parents proud and take off any financial burdens from my parents!! Every time my parents talked about other people's son or daughter getting scholarship to go to UK or US, I truly envy them. I want others to talk about the Missus in the Tee family who got a scholarship!! How nice would that be??

1st semester exam. I AM determine to do well!! I WILL study and GET good grades!! Btw, thanks for the very comforting talk, mum. It's all I needed to get fire up again!!

My Honeymoon.

You Should Honeymoon in Europe!

You are a traditional romantic at heart... With a taste for fine wine, museums and beautiful walks. You and your sweetie should get romantic in a cafe in Paris Or get a Eurail pass - and see as many cities as possible! Suggested destinations: Paris, Venice, London, Greece

Where Would Your Dream Guy Take You on Your Honeymoon?

Nice I like!!

What does my name mean?

What Sally Means

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

U are the total package! Sweet! LOL.

Anzac Day.

Today is Anzac Day which is also a public holiday. :)

Followed mum to picnic at Jells Park with her LG. It was fun!!! The weather was fine and sunny. I actually go for the food. The aunties cook really nice food!! Shh.. don't tell mum!!LOL.

I met some new people as well. I met Aunty Wean's God-daughters Mei Yii and Jennifer. Both at Melbourne Uni, Mei's doing Commerce and Jen's doing Music. And met Yian's friend who happens to be on an exchange student from America. His name's Bill. And I swear he looks ALOT like Bill Gates!! He's actually from Chicago and he's staying at Melbourne for a semester, doing 2nd year science. He's a nice person. Me, Mei and Jen were just digging information about America from him, especially Mei coz Mei is thinking of doing an exchange program to the Big Apple!!

Guess what? Bill told us that a hamburger in America cost a dollar!! A DOLLAR!! And a proper 3 course meal at a decent restaurant cost only 6 bucks!! 6 DOLLARS!! WTH man!! What is going on with Australia?? In Australia, a burger cost 4-5 bucks. And a restaurant meal cost almost 16-17 bucks. Quoted by Mei:" No wonder there are alot of obese people in America!"

And I saw Tiff from school which was awesome!

Then, we had a game of American football. I was crap tho. Then we walk to the Lake and then back. The lake was pretty and quite romantic, there were ducks of all kind!!

I'm actually pretty exhausted now. I still have Com Law assignment to complete! I dunno how to crap in 2000 words!! :( Someone teach me how??:(

Bird tragedy.

OMGOSH!!!! Something really bad happen today.

Me, Aun Shiang and Winnie were hanging out at Gloria Jeans for lunch. So, we decided to sit outside where all the pretty Gloria Jeans chairs are because the weather was prefect. Anyway talk talk talk.

Ok.. that's beside the point.

And then SUDDENLY!! We heard a bang sound and I saw with my little eyes, a bird A BIRD!! flew straight into the glass walls of KFC (which is next doors to Gloria Jeans). Seriously.. We were so shocked. The bird suddenly bang and hit the glass walls. I think the bird was injured quite badly coz it fell on the floor and didn't move abit. And it was a very loud bang!! Winnie thinks it died. :(

Then, some animal lover picked the bird up and I dunno what she did to it. I think she handed it to the KFC people. Fried chicken? Birds? Ugh.. not a good combination.

Oh well, bird, I hope u make it to Heaven!!

Or maybe?

Mum complains that I am too addicted to the laptop.

And finally I have something intelligent to say!!

My response:

"Blame the stupid uni for giving us too many assignments!!"

Or

Instead, maybe I should say:

" Blame the creators of Facebook or Blogger or Youtube or the humble MSN!!"

or even better, generalising my point: "Blame the creators of internet!!""

LOL.

But my intelligent side got the better of me!!

AMERICAN BOY

Estelle feat. Kanye West - American Boy

This a very fabulous song. Number one in the UK charts. First time I heard it, I thought Estelle was white but shockingly she's black. She sound like a white chick. I like the part where she was singing with Kanye West.

Very nice. Her dancing has to go tho. But nice.

JENNY

Click 5 - Jenny.

It is really an awesome song. The chorus is sooo catchy. Whoever is called Jenny should be very blessed to have a song named after them. So far, no one's wrote a song about Sally YET. LOL. It's makes a good movie theme song or a good song for a romantic comedy or a chick flick.

The band is also very Hot. The members are also quite cute and young. So sick of old band members.The lead singer, Kyle Patrick is hot!! Has a bad boy look!! This video is good coz he is always seen singing straight to us.

YOUR LOVE IS A LIE

I love love love this song.

Simple Plan - Your Love is a Lie.

I heard this song on radio, and I love this song!! I was like nice song, nice rock beat, nice chorus, nice singing. At first I didn't know the name of this song. So I was researching here and there for the name and artist. Then, just yesterday, Tim Lee from Hot 30 said the song is called "Your Love is a Lie"

I like the starting of this song. It sounds RnB at the start but gets rockier on the chorus. I love the Bridge. It's a rock cum RnB love song. Nice.

Hot is an understatement.

A guy told me I look HOT and PRETTY. =_=

He said I was the hottest looking Asian chick he's ever seen. I'm like what? Obviously bothering me for the rest of the day. But quite flattering actually. He was shocked that I NEVER get asked out by guys, given how "hot" and "beautiful" I look. I was speechless.

WTH right... Puhlezz... Thank God he didn't pursue to ask me out.

And just last year, a kid, maybe yr 7 or 8 told me I look HOT. And I was in a school uniform?? I couldn't be bothered entertaining him and just ignored him. Maybe guys find girls extra hot in school uniform.

I dunnoo.. Hot is a very strong word. Me? Hot? I don't even look anything like Mischa Barton or Jessica Alba or Charlize Theron or Scarlett Johanson or Jen Hawkins or Brazilian Super Model Gisele Bundchen or Angelina Jolie.

And not even close to looking like those hot Asian chicks. I dunno if there's any Hot Asian chicks anymore, like truly Hot Asian chicks. Coz most of the "Asian population" are caught into the "Taiwanese/Japanese frenzy look". U know those cutey, fakish, girlish look. Doggy goggle eyes, dyed hair, skin fair enough that u can see through, really up the top weird accessories, and thick make up.

Maybe he has a point, coz I don't dress, talk or look like those Taiwanese dolls, I have a natural look. And that makes me Hot?

I wear specs (how can that be sexy?), my hair is still the same hair I had since I was born but straighter, my skin is not baby soft, I still have pimples, I NEVER pluck my eyebrows, I don't wear accessories except for same old earrings and same necklace, I am not a size 8, I rarely brush or fix my hair, I DON'T PUT MAKE UP ON!! And I don't smell good.

And this is considered hot?
But I am flattered. I do nothing and out of nothing, someone calls me hot. I don't put ANY effort into taking care of myself, my appearance, health and beauty wise, I eat what I want, do what I do best and someone tells me I'm pretty. LOL.

Hot is an understatement. LOL.

Am I really hot? Everyone told me I look much mature and prettier since moving to Aus. I have to agree with them. Australia has change me physically, mentally and emotionally. I often get tease about my looks during High schooling in Malaysia. Take that bullies!!

Everyone was surprise that I STILL don't have a boyfriend. LOL. I sometimes wonder... I do wonder. It's not like I want one right? :p
I'm still reserving that spot for a special person. :)

Fate.

I wonder how it will be like dating an American.

What will it feel like? Will it be much more romantic or more awkward? I can't decide, especially the decision I am about to make.

YES?? or NO?? I can't decide.

I'm lost.... period....

Fate is really unpredictable.

ROAR

ROAR today was the bomb!!
U probly hear me say that next week!! AWESOME AS!

The first time I was really holding the microphone and fully in-charge in front of the kids. I was in-charge of the Memory Verse, and I did a great job according to my leader in-charge. Haha, numerals presentation and orals in High School has help me fulfill my duty.

It wasn't as bad as I thought, I was speaking smoothly and loudly. I wasn't choking on my words, my pronunciation was good. The kids were following me, reciting the Memory Verse aloud and together in unison. And I couldn't believe how quickly they remember the Memory Verse, given that it was a very long verse.

LOL.

No topic.

After church, mum got emotional because she forgot to bring the house keys. My mum is very sensitive and emotional. I have to admit that mum is weak. My mum cries over everything.
Sometimes, I just want to shake her and tell her that
LIFE SUCKS!! LIVE WITH IT!! EITHER U MOVE ON OR U DON'T!! LIFE IS STILL GOING TO SUCK VERY VERY BADLY SO JUST ACCEPT IT!! STOP CRYING OVER IT!!

But being the dutiful daughter, I decided not to.

My mum cannot make any decision for herself. Every time, we are struck with a problem, mum cannot decide for herself. She never listens to our opinion and every time we try to tell her our thoughts, she always view it as tho we are trying to argue with her. So, we always keep our opinions to ourselves. Mum always turn to pa for help and pa is like 1000000 meters away from here and u still rely on pa for help? Pa is mummy's strength, but pa isn't here maybe that's why mummy is so weak. That's why I never ask for mum's opinion coz I know she'll never give me an answer. I always turn to Pa. All through my life, I was the one making all the major decisions in my life. Mum never contribute anything to any decision.

My mum is also very paranoia. She gets worried of everything, even the tiny bini ones. She is very pessimistic about everything. To her, she can only see the bad things but not the good ones. Even if the pros outweigh the cons, her eyes will only be fixed to the cons.

If I could choose, I would choose to live with Pa. I know that everyone would be sneering at me as most people prefer to live with mums than dads. Hard to believe Pa is almost 55 now, he is still so physically, mentally and emotionally fit and strong. Sometimes I forget he is in his 50s, which is a good thing. He is soooo wise and get this! He still remembers the things he learns in Upper 6, which is like Yr 12. And this dates back to 30 yrs ago?? LOL.

I admire u.. Pa. I truly do! Maybe I got my intelligence from u! LOL.

NOOOOO!!!!

*hangs head* I wasted 2 bloody hours chatting with my cousin on9. Not one! But two!! When I could have finish questions from Chapter 5.

Yup, I talk like that when test is coming. Less than 2 days, I'll be having my Accounting mid-sem test. And I AM NOT READY!!! I have 3 more chapters to go. Exercises from Chapter 5 I should have completed!! And that practice test on MUSO!! And workshop questions??

*breath*

And this is ACCOUNTING!! My own field!! If I don't get at least a D!! I am going to scream my head off!! I will not forgive myself!!! NOOOOO!!! I have high expectations for myself!! especially Accounting!! ACCOUNTING!!!

Stress times, an assignment due in week ten and also a Marketing essay. Week 9, Commercial Law assignment. And starting from tmrw, it's already week 8!! NOOO!! And I haven't started.

*breath again*. Everyone's sensing my stress! But all is good. Finger's crossed.

Besides, the conversation with Yung was good. Maybe something might happen!! Maybe..I can sense something big!! This is God we are talking about, and He is capable of anything.

A quote, "Anything impossible to man is possible to God."

So.. I will continue praying.:)

Exercising.

I am committed to do 100 sit-ups per day. I normally do 50 sit-ups but Rhiannon from SYTYCD did 100 sit-ups to get that flat, sexy abs. Will show the pic some other time. Cbb now.

And Fergie, did 500 sit-ups per day to get her rock hard, solid abs. Man... i already have trouble getting to 50 sit-ups, let alone 500 sit-ups per day. But I will try my best to get to 100.

I view exercise as a torturous thing and a punishment for me. My (another) theory of exercising is that if u have the guts to gobble down a choc bar then nothing can be done but exercise to burn it off!! No questions ask!! I do find pleasure in exercising. It makes u feel good and energetic and very satisfying.

Okay.. benchmark: 100 sit-ups per day. I'm still thinking of getting my belly pierce!! I don't want it to be flabby and floppy all over the place!!

Asian?Italian?Greek?

A new guy in my Micro tute. He is CUTE!! I try to refrain from using the word "Hot" coz "Hot" is a big word.

Anyway, I don't think he's Asian from his name. His name's Andrea something. His name doesn't sound Asian. LOL. Maybe he's greek? or Italian. Haha. But he looks Asian to me. Maybe he's mix. First time I heard of Andrea as a guy's name. Sounds kinda cool to me.

So, after class, I followed him. And pretend to sit outside the Library while he was talking to his friends. I gave a sneak peek at him. Too bad he always came late if not I get the chance to talk to him before class. And then my bus came and I had to go if not I could have pretended to study in the Library just to spy at him. LOL.

Arh.. another better reason to go to Micro tute. Actually there's heaps of cute guys in my tute. Oh damn. Anzac Day next Friday!! Just damn.

Kolomee

Went to Kenny Sia's blog and this is what I saw!!




KOLOMEE!!!! KENNY SIA! R U TRYING TO KILL ME OF KOLOMEE CRAVINGS??

I want!! I want!! It's looks so appetizing!! I want!! Oh. did I say I want??!! I want!!I WANT!!

The thing with Melbourne, it has everything. Chinese, Korean, Jap, Greek, French, Italian, Middle Eastern, Indian, Turkish, Malaysian, Indonesian.

BUT! NO KOLOMEE!! Crap right? No kolomee!! I want!!!! They don't even have those pinkish meat here. Altho... not very healthy. But I still want!! Even the noodles here are not as good as Kolomee!!

Can someone ship a container of kolomee here to Melbourne?? I WANT!! Regret not eating enough when I was back in Kuching.

And I'm still looking for another item since moving to Melbourne. I've been looking for sour plum powder aka suan mei fen. You know the sweet and sour powder u add to fruits especially guava to give it some flavor. They don't even have guava here!!!

I've search in supermarkets esp. the Asian section, Chinese shop, Jap shop, Korean shop but can't seem to find any. The Chinese shops have the actual preserved sour plum but not the powder version. I've look aisle by aisle. And I'm still looking. Maybe Sydney has it. LOL. But if Melbourne doesn't have it then Sydney might be the same coz Melbourne is more advanced than Sydney.

Anyone knows where I can find it?

Chinese.

I got a request to post something in Chinese. I would love to write something in Chinese but I am incapable of doing so because I don't have the program for the Chinese typo thingy. I used to have it until my lappy got reformat.

Believe it or not, my Chinese is still better than most China/Taiwanese/Hong Kong/Shanghai people. LOL. Well.. that's what other people tell me. My cousins said I speak like a Taiwanese. HAHA. U know those Taiwanese slang?? LOL. And I am very proud of myself for the level of Chinese I speak. I forgot how to write some words which can be forgiven since this is my 4th year in Aus. But, I still know how to speak fluently. My Aunt still think I don't speak good Chinese anymore. Like puhlezz... ok! My Chinese is better than yours!!!!!

Arh... Chinese. As Hel puts it, the language of the future. That's why I chose to do Chinese in Year 12. Yup, I still learn Chinese in Aus. Okay.. that's not the primary reason but part of the reason. The true reason is because it's easier to earn marks if u take a language and secondly, encouragement (more like pressure) from parents to polish my Chinese. LOL.

One funny story. During the Yr 12 External Oral Examination, the examiner ask me this in Chinese. "What do u normally do with ur GIRLFRIENDS?" And "Girlfriend" in Chinese is nu peng you right? I'm like what? Coz to me nu peng you only has one meaning which is a guy's lover, unlike in English it means close girl mates. I'm like I don't have a "girlfriend". And I didn't expect an old man to use the term "girlfriend" to describe friend. And just sat there and stared at him. Then, he asked me a different question. No wonder I got a B+ for oral.

A liter of Tears

Oh mi gosh... A liter of Tears is soooooo touching. There are soooo many crying scene, maybe that's how they got the title. I thought this was in Korean but I was wrong. After 5 episodes, I'm like this doesn't sound Korean and the wording is not very Koreanish and then realised this is in Japanese. Probly because I seldom watch J-Drama. LOL

I didn't know it was a true story about a Japanese Girl suffering from an incurable illness. Knowing this is a true story, makes it 10 times sad and touching. To think that someone had to go through something so evil and cruel like this is soooo overwhelming. And how she had to give up everything she loved, sports, friends, school, family and her love interest because of this illness.

Main actors. The main female actress playing Ayu has an ok acting style, she looks 15 to me too. She looks quite young to me. But the main male actor playing Asou doesn't look 15 to me, he looks more like 19 or 20. He's not like those male actors that capture ur attention at the first appearance. Maybe because he seldom smile in the drama. But, he slowly looks cute towards the end. The only person that smiles the most is Ayu, the girl with the disease, which is quite ironic given she's the one suffering. I guess the director wants to show people the true meaning behind this drama, the courage of the Jap girl and not concentrating on the actors or the love story.

All the facts in this drama are real and true. Dunno about the love story tho... might be added for a little spice.

And I don't get the love story in this drama. It's not like those typical Jap/Korean/Taiwanese love story style. I'm like why didn't u say "I love u"?? Why?? Why? Why not when u have the chance!! They don't hold hands or look into each others eyes or hug each other. They don't even have couple scenes. Only one, but quite crappy compared to other dramas. But that's what I loved about this drama, the love story is different!!

LOL.

I cried the whole way through. The only time I smiled or laugh is when the dad was joking around. The dad is really funny. And when Asou was fooling around with Ayu. This drama carefully and wonderfully depicts the real life of the Jap girl battling this disease. I like the starting. At one stage, I thought the disease was made up until I saw the biography of the Jap girl and googled the disease. LOL. This drama should get an award for the-best-tear-dropping drama award. Nice.

Sex party. Do or dont?

Our campus has this "Sex-it-up" party this Thursday. It's about sex education and sex awareness, as well as booze, condoms, boobs and sex.

Personally, I think it's all wrong. And hence I'm NOT going. Harsh and I were wondering around the student lounge, trying to make sense of everything. The whole campus is talking about this Sex Party. They have banners with sleazy messages and drawings and balloons of boobs and penises all around the campus today as part of the sex-it-up week. Hmm.. quite distracting actually. Guess what, they even offer penis shaped cookies as free food.

I'm like what the.....

The lecturers are silently rolling their eyes and knocking their heads at the sight of this!!
Haha.. I dare Malaysia's universities to have an event like this. LOL. Obviously, not happening!!

The reason I'm NOT going:
(1) My parents. They would die to think I'm at a sex party with half naked people.
(2) My religion. I'm a Christian and I don't support these activities that talk widely about sex, especially promoting sex before marriage.
(3) I have friends that are very much thinking straight like me and not going as well. Thank God for them. I certainly chose the right people to hang around.
(4) 15 bucks per ticket. Puhh.. NOT GOING!! 15 bucks could keep me alive for a month maybe?
(5) I'm not a party person. I'll just go there and end up being a party pooper, sitting at a corner, whinging myself to why I came at the first place.
(6) I dunno what to wear. I have to wear something sexy if I was to go. Again, it's entirely not me to be sexy.
(7) Coz I'm Asian. I highly doubt if they r going to be many Asians in this party.
(8) I don't drink.

The organisers said the party is entirely for sex education. Puhlezz.. I would laugh if no one at my age or older for that matter have no clue about sex. I mean seriously, sex education? And I think the party is wholly to promote sex before marriage. Why would there even be talking about protection or condoms or contraceptive pills if not encouraging teenagers and young adults to have sex now?? I mean it's just so wrong for them to send the wrong message to others, telling them that losing ur virginity, having casual sex is right.

I remember my youth pastor once telling us that turning 18 is a trap and an invitation to temptation. And oh boy.. he cannot be any right about that. 18 is the legal age for basically everything. Drinking, driving, having sex, pornos, drugs, going to clubs, and strip clubs. Basically, making a fool out of urself.

So hence I'm not going. Stay true to my religion. Stay true girl... I learn from Sonia, hi Son!! That before u do anything, ask urself this question, "Is this what God would want u to do??", "Will God be happy with ur actions?" Somehow, I feel glad that I am a Christian and God has set a list of boundaries for me, which allows me to control myself from Satan's temptation.

Different people have different beliefs and attitudes towards sex. They can choose what they want to do. And I choose to stay away from sex. I would have to live with the guilt if I broke the simplest rule in God's book.

Man.. this is a long post. I shall end here. U guys must be sick of me talking about my religion. So, till next time. Tada~

Ms. Salty origin.

Everyone's been asking me about my signed name after each post.

So, here is my explanation and truth to the origin of this user name.

It all dates back to 19.... LOL. Not that complicated.

Actually, Salty is a combination of my nickname, Sal from Sally and last name Tee. Hence, the user name of Salty. Sal- Tee. Sal-Tee. Get it??
Pretty clever huh? It's still pronounce as Salty as in "I just had a SALTY peanut."

Err.. Haha.

Everyone keep telling me I'm sweet NOT salty. LOL. Of course I'm sweet!! Actually, the idea came from a Bible cartoon character Psalty, originate from the Book of Psalms. Rmb the Blue Bible cartoon character who has this quirky song?? I copied it! *winks*

I added Miss in front to give it a bit of edge and femininity. And makes me sound mature. Thus, Ms. Salty.

LOL.

And good news, mum got promoted from Part Time work to Full Time work. Oh. That means no more mother-daughter shopping/lunch time on Wednesday. (We both have Wed off!) But... good on mum!!

Ms. Salty signing off!

Test, churchy and special shout out!!

ARGH!!!!!!Micro test tmrw.

Somehow, I have a bad feeling about it. Those dejavu feelings.

I repeatedly checked like almost 5 times about the test information on MUSO, to make sure I studied the right chapters. So kiasu. My head is giving me the wrong signal that Chapter 6 is on. But check MUSO.. it's Chapter 1-5. No matter how much I hated Micro, I have to study for the sake of passing the subject.

It'll all be good. Fingers crossed. I studied, take notes, attend lecture, take more notes, go to stupid tutes, do extra question. If anything should go wrong, it's God's will.

Speaking of church, ROAR kids today was AWESOME!! Oh mi gosh....... the kids were really cute and obedient. And there were less kids then usual. Oh, btw ROAR is my church's children church and I'm volunteering there. :) It is really really a fun place to get to know people, parents and kids. My (another) theory is that if I can control these noisy, hyperactive, fussy kids, I'm sure to managed the adults in the workforce or adult world. I have a theory behind everything I do. Lala.......

Anyway, I was in charge of praise and worship, had a blasting time dancing around with the kids. Really encouraging when the children mimic ur moves. And also the game. I love the game. Claire didn't show up so I was in-charge of the door as well. It was a hectic time coz David Cheah, our person-in-charge recently had an operation. But, very very satisfying to serve God.

Oh yeah, this kid had a mobile phone THAT IS A WHOLE LOT TECH-SAVVY and cool THAN MY PHONE!! AND HE IS ONLY 6!! WTH!!WTH!! Spoiled brat I supposed!

And a shout out to Miss Liew Mee Mee for turning 24!! Happy B'day!!

Form 2H

Form 2H. Pic grabbed from Mr. Calvin Chong. LOL. Why do u have to scribble on it? At least u didn't scribble on my face. LOL.

This pic brings back alot of memories from Form 1 to Form 3. I had a hard time adjusting from primary to secondary school. It wasn't smooth riding, it was hard hitting. My primary school friends turn against me and I was forced to make new friends which I find every hard. My new class was a different environment to me as I was the only good one in there. And yup, I rmb my first crush. (I think everyone rmb their first crush). A bitch betrayed my trust and in the end the whole school knew like in a week. Word spread like fire and I became so small. I have absolutely no idea how everyone knew about me liking him.

Anyway, we started hating each other after all the teasing and gossiping. It turn from love to hatred. I have this perception that he hated my guts out. I rmb I was scared to go pass Form 1G because it was his class and I was embarrassed at that time. And everyone was teasing both of u especially that f'king BITCH. Man.. thinking about it just makes my blood boil so badly. *breath* I rmb Jason's sarcastic linear equation. Who could forget that? As always the whole school was talking about a stupid linear equation. Yeah, a fking stupid equation! Grow up!! And Jason I still rmb that very much.

We always try to avoid bumping into each other. And when we had to walk by each other, we just look away and never smile or say hi. He insulted me and I insulted him back. It's like this super tug of war between me and him. Till this day, we still never speak face to face or even talk. I wanted to just talk to him b4 I leave for Aus but I didn't get to. I wanted to ask him why he hated me so much. I guess it doesn't really matter now.

Did I regret loving him? Absolutely. Ladies, he is NOT worth loving. Hope Nasha isn't reading this. I still sometimes scratch my head, wondering why I like him so much.

But he will still remain as my first crush, whether I like it or not. Liking him taught me lot of things. One, not to trust anyone. I turn from tomboyish to girlish just for him. Yeah, I was a tomboy in my primary school days. And I learn to fend for myself and be independant.

Ahaha.... high school days. It's worth looking back at these photos and laugh ur head off everything u did in High School. The people u hate, the people that hated u, the people u like and the people that u love, the incidents that humiliate u and those that make u feel triumphant.

LOL. Just another chapter of life.

SYTYCD best clips

Jemma and Rhys Waltz. Absolutely beautiful. Oh.. so romantic, smooth, graceful and flowing. I love every bit of it!! Especially the lifts. So smooth.... It's like they are caught in the moment. Oh. good.

o:50: I love the lift when Jemma slides over Rhys back and circling Rhys's body. Nice.
I like everything from 1:10. The solids turns in the air. Very pretty. The lifts where Jemma falls back into Rhys. Very very pretty.

I can watch this repeatedly. Wish I could dance like this with a guy. So romantic.

All of u who visit my blog have to sacrifice 2 minutes of ur time and *ahem* bandwidth to watch this. I don't care if u don't watch the others. Stop what ur doing! And watch this! This is really breath taking.




Change of pace: Rhiannon and JD Hip Hop
Very very powerful routine. Rhiannon flips her hair too many times. But hot in a way. I think no one paid any attention to JD since Rhiannon's the hot one in here. She completely dominate the routine. The ending is absolutely remarkable.





Jack and Kate. Hip Hop.
Doesn't look like Hip Hop tho. Maybe because of the hat and formal attire. eg, collar shirt? and business trousers?? Ties? Business suits? Umbrellas? Hip Hop? U be the judge. Looks like a Jazz routine. But it is perform well. Very unison. I love everything from 1:18. Nice.




Vanessa and Henry. Animation Hip Hop
I LOVE it! Great popping and locking and nice moon walking dance move and robot moves!! And given that Henry's a ball room dancer and Vanessa's a ballet dancer is exceptionally well done. Abit weird. But nice.

Wimbledon 08

Note to self:

Wimbledon 08.

23/6/08-6/7/08.

Oh yeah!! Love Wimbledon!! My fave tennis championship!!

My memory tells me that last year, Venus Williams won the Women's single and Roger Federer won his 4th consecutive title. Last year was awesome as!!

This year, I pick Ana Ivanovic to WIN the women's title. Quite bias actually coz she's my favourite!! She came second in Aus Open 08 and runner-up at French Open 07. Voted most beautiful and sexiest female tennis player beating Maria Sharapova and Anna Kournikova. She is also a very down-to-earth, humble player. Luv her.

Ana in action. Nice shot. Simple, classy yet sizzling hot.

The colours and captions talk a simple truth.

I FRICKIN' HATE MICROECONOMICS!!!!!!!!!


BOOOOOOOOOooooOOOOO!!!!!!!


IT SUCKS BIG TIME!!!


MICROECONOMICS IS THE BITCH!!! BITCHIER THAN PEREZ HILTON!!!

ALL THOSE MICROECONOMICS LOVER, PLZ... JUST GO SOME WHERE ELSE N' TALK MICRO SHIaTES. TQ

Surprisingly, I'm starting to enjoy Commercial Law.

LOSER MICROECONOMICS. I DON'T FIND U AMUSING AT ALL!

Man this is better than bitching about a person. LOL.

Family of mine.

Presenting my family.



It's a family portrait. Excuse my fingers, It's the best I can do. I dunno how to scan it onto the computer but oh wells mum has photo frame it anyway and it is sitting on our living room wall.

Pa, Mimi, Gas aka lil' bro, Big Bro Nard and Ms.Salty.

This was taken when pa came to visit. Stupid Malaysian Govt'! For delaying pa's pension and retirement!! They really dunno how to do their job!! And they don't even f'king care! I mean seriously, my dad is almost 55, almost reaching retirement age and STILL no progress is made. We have been waiting for almost a year.

Even my mum got hers and she's no way close to the retirement age. Won't state what her age is. According to her, her age is 38. BLAH. Why is everyone so scared and terrified to tell others their age? Not like people care right?? TEehEE.. I'm 19.

Last time, we went back just to renew our passport. And insanely enough, we couldn't renew it because we were asked for our original birth certificate. And mum left them in Aus and didn't bring them but we have a photocopy of the cert. But holy moly! They will not accept it. Their excuse is that every other person will have a photocopy of the cert. and wishes to see the original. Like puhlezz... who else would have it?? And it's not like we're making a new passport, just renew a bloody passport!! They are sooooooo annoying and soooooo hard to work with.

Oh man.. I swear I could have snap at that f'king officer but I didn't. Mum was fury. And then wanted to renew it at Canberra via post but "coincidently" they change the policy and we have to go in person to renew.

WTF right?? So annoying. I would rather spend my time doing something else than entertain these f'king people!! What is wrong with posting?? They've done if for ages until now. And Australia Post is the most reliable post agency. Mum even wrote to the ministers complaining about the Canberra issue.

As always, no reply. They are so irresponsible.

Puh.. so glad I'm NOT living there ANYMORE!! Don't even dare argue with me about my views on the Malaysian Govt' and how "good" the govt' is. Well.. u can try but it is certain u won't get anywhere. Democracy? Democracy my ass. More like domination! The recent election is an example. The politics is corrupted!!

Hmm... this sounds like a hate post. Anyway I'm not here to ramble.
Nice huh? Everyone so smiley. (This feels weird after the hate comments above)

100 post.

WUHOOOO!!

100 POST!! BABY!! KICK ARSE!!

I've been waiting so long for this very day. *tears up*

My baby has reach it's century post!! Bring out the party hats and party streamers!! and Gongs!! It's time to CELEBRATE!!

Oh... I lurve my blog so very muchie.

No other frickkin' blog can compete with this lil' baby.

How random....... =_=

Colour looks good... doesn't it? Yes.. very random.

A pic to mark my 100 post

Prom Night

Prom night looks like a good movie. At first, I thought it was going to be another chick flick with dates, limos, pretty girls and hot guys, dresses, dances. Basically, like a typical prom. But, turns out it was a horror movie.

It's about this psycho teacher obsessing about this student. Actually, I don't really know the story. LOL. I hate it when promos ruin the story line. It gives alot away and it's not interesting anymore.

It makes a good date movie tho. *winks* Anyone wanna watch with me?? The starting is really romantic and dreamy like what prom nights should be. And then it turn into this horror night. I remember my formal very well. I had heaps of fun. Even better with Khuong aka cheeseman with me. LOL. I still retain a hard copy of the pic we took. A formalised pic that is.


Lovely right? Btw, he is only a close friend of mine. I asked him to be my date because he's never been to a formal or prom b4. And he is now very much in a happy relationship. We had heaps of fun that night. He helped me with my hair. We danced... fun times. I don't think I'll have that much fun if not of Khuong.

Khuong, all the best in Melbourne Uni and ur information system course u smart peep!

Sick again.

I don't feel well again. My tummy is screwed up into a knot. I feel like throwing up. My head is spinning. I cannot focus well.

Maybe I'm just hungry. Or maybe I'm dehydrated. I dunno..

Oh yeah, a BIG condolences to Irene, Sab, and Rosemary for the loss of their granddad. I know how u feel, but feel glad u guys get to spend 19 whole years with ur granddad. I wish I had that time to get to know my grandparents from both my mum and dad's side. I never get to know them since they passed away when I was really really young.

Btw, this year is my po po's ten year anniversary.

The Best Damn Thing.

The original music clip got removed by youtube due to copyright violation. That means everything I write down there is totally useless now. But meh.. settle for this.

Oh yeah. I lurveeee this song!!

Avril Lavigne --- The Best Damn Thing!!

She rocks!! She's still the rock chick she always used to be!! Her clothes rules in this clip!! I like the black hoodie. I fall head over heels in love with this song the first time I heard it. It was the theme song for the movie "The Girl Next Door". And I was like wow... I love this song. Avril's songs are always those songs that tell a story, mostly about a bitchy girl and her topsy-turvy life. LOL.

The setting is nice too. She must be really into the colour pink and skulls and cheerleaders. Yup, the essence of a chick flick movie.

Very cool right?

The song is about a group of girls lamentating and constantly complaining about their bfs and their bf's ex gfs.

I love the bridge. It goes:
Where are the hopes
Where are the dreams
My Cinderella story scene
When do u think they finally see?

Yup, at some point of our life, we can relate to that.

Believe it or not, she got married at 21. I was like that is soo young. Her hubby's sum 41 singer. After she got married, she turned from tomboy, rock chick into a sophisticated goddess. LOL. Is that the cause and effect of marriage? Surprisingly, her marriage last longer than most celebrity couples.

So... nice come back Avril. Btw, this is the 4th single. Damn nice! Me like.

Oh yeah, I hope ur internet connection is better than mine. Mine is really really slow. But please be patient for this to upload.

Study and plan.

NEEDS TO STUDY!!!

Marketing mid-sem exam tomorrow, which is 20% of total marks. The hell with that.

I stayed home today, planning to study but till now I'm just staring blindly at the laptop screen. YES! Procrastinating is my middle name. It's a wonder mum lets me stay home. My excuse is that I have an illness. See previous post. Yeap, I consider that a sickness.

Well, I've studied close to 80% of the material. Just abit more to go. Abit means another chapter. =_= Which is maybe another 20 pages? Will get it done tonight.

I keep blogging about nothing but my education and studies. Do u think I'm a nerd? I don't talk about my family, my past time, relationship, friendship but boring old studies.

I'm officially a nerd.

Well, my theory is to finish my education well. Not only well, but I aim for flying colours. Scholarship would be best. And then concentrate on the rest like relationships and beauty.

C'mon! U only got one chance in ur life to shine academically so make use of it!! It takes years to be wise and intelligent and mature BUT minutes, repeat minutes to transform from caterpillar to butterfly.
Ahaha.... I learned that from that show, "Extreme Makeover".

And I'm sure there's a guy out there just for me. But my friends tell me that uni is the best time to search and seek. Apparently, it's much harder to find a (suitable) soul mate in the workforce. Yakah?

My plan for now is finish my degree, which takes 4 yrs. I'll be 22 by then. Take a year off. Maybe join my church mission trip, possibly with Epic or young adults or ROAR. I would love to go to China and do field work there. It would be a nice break.

After a year, do my CA qualification with any Accounting firm that will accept me, preferably the Big Four Accounting firms. It's my dream to work there. That will go for 1 and a half years. That would make me 25 when I get my qualifications to be a CA (Chartered Accountants). 25 is a real good number. :)

I dunno what comes after that. Normally, most companies will employ trainees to continue working for them. I dunno if I want to stay in Aus, or go back to Malaysia to find a job after my studies. I know my parents especially my dad wants me stay and work in Malaysia. Not sure about job prospects in Malaysia. But I prefer Australia than Malaysia. But then, most of my friends who studied overseas eventually make their way back to Malaysia.

I dunno.... I'll see where life takes me.

Skin Outbreak

In desperate need of better skin. Winter is on it's way and winter=bad skin.

Stupid Melbourne weather! It's too humid and dry! I used to have skin that everyone envied. But now my skin is old and daggy and wrinkly. I don't like it!! I guess I kinda gave up on my skin. Mum says to drink more water, to keep the skin healthy and alive. But, I am too lazy to hydrate myself and sometimes I even forget to drink water.

My skin problem don't only stop at my face BUT there's red spots over my arm and leg calves. Yesh. Sad for me, it is that bad. I hope it's not deadly. =_=

Thanks to daddy's bad genes my skin is dry like fish scales. I've been advice to moisturise everyday BUT I don't seems to be able slap lotion or moisturizer on my skin. I just cannot be bothered!

One thing I don't get is people putting too much attention on beauty like they are going to die if they don't look good outside. I have a friend in high school who puts makeup EVERY SINGLE DAY. Her makeup is full-on thick!! Like she's going to attend a formal or a wedding. Like who spends 20 minutes (or maybe more) just to put make up on?? I can't even drag myself out of bed, let alone having to spend 20 minutes just to look good when I already look okayish. Besides, I look the same with or without makeup.

But, don't get me wrong. Occasionally, if I'm in the mood, I would make myself look good and moisturise. But again, that's once in a blue moon.

Needs skin. Needs skin. Needs skin. Needs skin. Needs skin. Needs skin. Needs skin. Needs skin. Needs skin. Needs skin. Needs skin.

I wish I was a snake so I can shed my skin inside out and get a new one every now and then. Wouldn't that be lovely?

Snappy. the crocodile.

I don't feel well. I feel like crap.

It's that time of the month and my tummy BLOODDY HELL HURTS! My tummy hurts so much that I had to wake up and I am so very tired now. It was whole lot better after I had a hot chocolate.

Normally, I will call for mum's help and be pampered by mummy but I decided to deal with it myself. I should eat more bananas and do some light exercise like stretching but for some reason my brain is disconnected from my body. These things always makes me restless, unenergetic and very not in the mood to do BASICALLY EVERYTHING!!

Don't talk to me for the next week or so because I will seriously snap at u!! Thinking of staying home tomorrow.

Stewpid library book is due! ARGH!!!

To my beloved aunty.

Talking to cousin Yong was great. Every time I talked or see any of my cousins, it reminded me of my late aunt. It's been close to 2 years since she left us. I will always remember her. It killed me that I couldn't be there to properly send her off. I feel like a bad niece. Aunty was always there for us. She took care of me and my brothers when mum had to work and when my lil bro was sick with asthma.

Once, I was grumbling, complaining that I have ugly teeth and I wanted to straighten it with braces of course. And I still can remember that aunty told me that my teeth look fine and told me there's no need to straighten it. She said I don't look ugly but pretty. I will always remember that.

Till this day, I am still very much disappointed at my parents for not telling us anything about aunty's condition and not telling any of us that she passed away. If not of ah mei telling us, I would never had known. If I knew, if my brothers knew, we could have prayed for aunty and possibly a miracle could happen and she could still be here with all of us. But, no.. I wasn't told. But I still did some praying.

Sad enough, aunty didn't get to know God. I hate to think of life after death for her. It's just so daunting to think about it. To know that we will never even be close to meeting each other when my life is over. And to think about the rest of the family in both my mum and dad's side, and how they are walking through life without God, just breaks my heart sometimes. Every time I visit their houses, every house has an altar, a Buddhist altar. I was scared to look at the altar, even walking by it was hard.

I thought to myself, how can someone worship a God that is unreal? Of course, they think it's real. But I dunno.... how can they be worship an altar when I have a Bible?

I remember when granddad passed away. Yes, I still remember lots of stuff from my childhood. And there was this Buddhist ceremony and we as grandchildren had to kneel and offer wine to show respect, I didn't want to do it to be honest because it conflicted with my Christianity. I was confused at that time, I wanted to honour my granddad but at the same time I wanted to be true to my religion. But I still did it anyway.

I talked to mum about how we should do something to save them. Mum said it would be harder to get to my aunts and uncles coz of their shallow thoughts. But, we could try at the cousins. Talking to them about Christianity is hard enough, and even harder in Chinese. More after, we're half way across the world, apart from them.

But, I'm still praying that someone or something will come by and save them.

Anthony Callea gay

NO!!!! Rumor going around that Anthony Callea's gay. WTF~ WTF~ WTF~ WTF~WTF

He cannot be gay!! He acts and looks masculine to me. How can he be gay??? HOW??? His voice is soooo manly. He doesn't even talk gayish or walk gayish. He even volunteered to kiss Candice in It Takes Two!!

Trust me, I can tell a gay guy from a mile away.

But Anthony Callea?? The hottie and runner-up of Australian Idol 05. U shattered my soul!!!! But I will pretend that he's not gay!!

Apparently, he didn't win Idol because he's gay and no one voted and supported him.

Why are all hot guys gay?? Ladies, there really is a man drought in Aus.

On another note, I got more postcards for my wall. HAHA. Our campus has a "FREE POSTCARD RACK". So I've been helping myself out with some free postcards. Our campus has free everything from food to postcards and to free microwave oven. LOL.

Ear pierce

Hmm.. another ear piercing people?

This is my last year being a teen. So, I have to make use of it. I always thought that multiple ear piercing (more than the normal one on each side) was not proper and angelic for formal events like church, job interview, meetings, formals and stuff. But, I can choose not to wear them for these events right? RIGHT?? It's time to take risk!!!

Damn I should have got it done when I was back at Malaysia coz super cheap. Like 5 bucks per ear. It cost alot to get it done here. I am still on to piercing my belly. Still waiting for full, perfect abs. LOL. But, I'll get it done b4 I'm 20, which is *yikes* one more year.

One story, my friend got her belly pierced and holy moly she was so clumsy. When she was working, a box fell onto her belly and rip the ring off. AWW! And u know how belly piercing is piercing the layer of skin on top of ur navel, NOT THE NAVEL!! And now there's no hole to hold her belly ring. So, she has to pierce it again!! HAHA funny but gross.

HAHA.

I am weird. My mum is going to faint in the sight of me.

I FINALLY HAVE A JOB!

PHEw... luckily I woke up just in time to answer a call from my future employee!!

Yeaps! After numerous online application, handing out resume, attending pointless interviews and trials, complaining about unsuccessful outcomes, and reading countless of "reject" emails, my patience has been rewarded.

I just got a call to work at Bakers Delight at Forest Hill. I remember I applied for it ages ago. I kinda hesitate at first coz it's at Forest Hill but the desperate me needs a job so, I agreed to the position.

Then, I check metlink online and I can get there on the 703 Blackburn bus and so happens the nearest stop is just a walk (okay maybe a long walk) from my house and the bus goes by Monash University bus loop so I can easily get there after uni.

So, it's all good. :) Haven't seen me smile for ages after two horrible days.

Thinking about it, if I slept in today, I might miss the call and might not get the job. And not to mention leave a bad impression for my future employee. Oh, phew.. thank God I woke up in the nick of time!! God is great!! Greater than the Universe!! I'm always in awe of the almighty God. He lives forever!

Bad day! Yikes!

Today was nothing better than yesterday. It was worst

My initial plan was to catch the 905 bus and then catch the 935 shuttle bus from Clayton. But stupid bus was late! It came at 917. Bloody hell!! I'm never ever going to take that bus on that time again. But, I managed to keep my cool. Saw Fiona on the bus which is great.

Consequently, I miss out on the shuttle bus by 1 minute!! I was sooo piss but I told myself I'll catch the train and I'll get there in time. Btw, my presentation was at ten.

And turns out there was a delay. The 945 train was delayed till 1005. I was soooooo piss. Well.. other passengers said that an accident happen along the Pakenham line and all trains were scheduled. Then another announcement that the train was again delayed till 1017. So poor me called mummy for help. But it was better to wait for the train. So I waited. Got to uni at 1030. I was soooooo mad, I was huffing and puffing and wasn't it a good state of mind. I messed up my presentation. I am usually very calm for presentation. But this time, I screwed it up BIG TIME! Gosh.. any worst than this?? Quite disappointing actually. I can tell Jess was disappointed with me for being late.

Argh. But the drama didn't stop there. The computer I was using froze up! It literally stop working for no particular reasons. And I was scared and it was really really humiliating and embarrassing coz the whole row was watching me. But I managed to get it fix.

Matters got worst, the elastic band in my top (my top was plaited) got loose. And like it was hanging down and was showing bits of my bra. I had to adjust it ALL THE TIME, it was not a good scene.

Bad day for me. King of Fools has got me. Happy April Fools Day!!