Form 2H

Form 2H. Pic grabbed from Mr. Calvin Chong. LOL. Why do u have to scribble on it? At least u didn't scribble on my face. LOL.

This pic brings back alot of memories from Form 1 to Form 3. I had a hard time adjusting from primary to secondary school. It wasn't smooth riding, it was hard hitting. My primary school friends turn against me and I was forced to make new friends which I find every hard. My new class was a different environment to me as I was the only good one in there. And yup, I rmb my first crush. (I think everyone rmb their first crush). A bitch betrayed my trust and in the end the whole school knew like in a week. Word spread like fire and I became so small. I have absolutely no idea how everyone knew about me liking him.

Anyway, we started hating each other after all the teasing and gossiping. It turn from love to hatred. I have this perception that he hated my guts out. I rmb I was scared to go pass Form 1G because it was his class and I was embarrassed at that time. And everyone was teasing both of u especially that f'king BITCH. Man.. thinking about it just makes my blood boil so badly. *breath* I rmb Jason's sarcastic linear equation. Who could forget that? As always the whole school was talking about a stupid linear equation. Yeah, a fking stupid equation! Grow up!! And Jason I still rmb that very much.

We always try to avoid bumping into each other. And when we had to walk by each other, we just look away and never smile or say hi. He insulted me and I insulted him back. It's like this super tug of war between me and him. Till this day, we still never speak face to face or even talk. I wanted to just talk to him b4 I leave for Aus but I didn't get to. I wanted to ask him why he hated me so much. I guess it doesn't really matter now.

Did I regret loving him? Absolutely. Ladies, he is NOT worth loving. Hope Nasha isn't reading this. I still sometimes scratch my head, wondering why I like him so much.

But he will still remain as my first crush, whether I like it or not. Liking him taught me lot of things. One, not to trust anyone. I turn from tomboyish to girlish just for him. Yeah, I was a tomboy in my primary school days. And I learn to fend for myself and be independant.

Ahaha.... high school days. It's worth looking back at these photos and laugh ur head off everything u did in High School. The people u hate, the people that hated u, the people u like and the people that u love, the incidents that humiliate u and those that make u feel triumphant.

LOL. Just another chapter of life.