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After church, mum got emotional because she forgot to bring the house keys. My mum is very sensitive and emotional. I have to admit that mum is weak. My mum cries over everything.
Sometimes, I just want to shake her and tell her that
LIFE SUCKS!! LIVE WITH IT!! EITHER U MOVE ON OR U DON'T!! LIFE IS STILL GOING TO SUCK VERY VERY BADLY SO JUST ACCEPT IT!! STOP CRYING OVER IT!!

But being the dutiful daughter, I decided not to.

My mum cannot make any decision for herself. Every time, we are struck with a problem, mum cannot decide for herself. She never listens to our opinion and every time we try to tell her our thoughts, she always view it as tho we are trying to argue with her. So, we always keep our opinions to ourselves. Mum always turn to pa for help and pa is like 1000000 meters away from here and u still rely on pa for help? Pa is mummy's strength, but pa isn't here maybe that's why mummy is so weak. That's why I never ask for mum's opinion coz I know she'll never give me an answer. I always turn to Pa. All through my life, I was the one making all the major decisions in my life. Mum never contribute anything to any decision.

My mum is also very paranoia. She gets worried of everything, even the tiny bini ones. She is very pessimistic about everything. To her, she can only see the bad things but not the good ones. Even if the pros outweigh the cons, her eyes will only be fixed to the cons.

If I could choose, I would choose to live with Pa. I know that everyone would be sneering at me as most people prefer to live with mums than dads. Hard to believe Pa is almost 55 now, he is still so physically, mentally and emotionally fit and strong. Sometimes I forget he is in his 50s, which is a good thing. He is soooo wise and get this! He still remembers the things he learns in Upper 6, which is like Yr 12. And this dates back to 30 yrs ago?? LOL.

I admire u.. Pa. I truly do! Maybe I got my intelligence from u! LOL.