Today sucks.

I handed in my AIS article today. It was quite depressing in the morning as I was rushing the last few bits. And referencing is still something I hate alot. I still do not know how to do proper referencing. But, hopefully it wouldn't be such a big deal. AND. I realised I did my footnotes wrong for Corp Law essay. But, my tutor said he wouldn't care about the footnotes. So, God bless his soul.

I missed the bus by a minute. darn. I hate when that happens. Yesterday, the bus was late. Today, I missed it. HAHA. How weird a turnaround it is. How good would it be if uni was just at the door step. Honestly, it would save me alot of unnecessary emotions and of course sleep time. But, I guess today is just one of the many exceptions.

HAH. I feel good now after blogging all those. CBF report left (Commercial Banking and Finance la... HAHA... all u dirty minds). 500 more words left, I have a feeling it will go overboard.

Last assignment!! I'm ready for it. But not for the semester tho coz I still have acnt assignment 2. But that's a group assignment so I'm not very concern about that.

I've made my blog public on FB. Bad idea (coz my mum's in FB).

I dunnoo.... I think I wrote tooo much crap here. I'm sure no one would believe its Sally. But yes. It is me writing all this crap. All this crap that should have been shared to people are all here. Everything. HAHA. I don't like sharing things with everyone. I like to keep things to myself. I even keep some things from my family and my closest buddies. It's just me... having secrets with myself. HAHA. I feel like deleting some things but meh.

Hair cutting after week 8 in preparation for exams. Wth. Hey... mental strength works too okay??? Btw, my exam timetable sucks. It really does. I have a phobia of exams coz of past bad experience.

Corp law done. I just chucked in whatever that seems right. The things I put in there may be subject to disagreement by a lawyer but pfft... I think it should be fine. Next up, AIS essay. 1000 words doable in 24 hrs???

I feel peace, which is a good thing. Thank you God for constantly reassuring me things are fine and letting me know that u are in control. Thank you for giving me a good night sleep every night. I have never felt better. :)

Assignment flaws.

Man... I wish this week will go quickly, and smoothly of course.

After this week, I will be a free bird from assignments. I hate assignments. If I had to choose, I would choose tests over assignments. Assignments are depressing. Procrastination makes it worst.

I kinda like work now. Work has been great to me. The baker has been great to me. Customers so-so. I'm starting to get phone orders which is quite daunting at first coz most of the customers have a german accent and the phone line in the shop is abit blurish. And most customers do not bother to elaborate in details which makes everything hard. Coz there's soooo many varieties in the shop and so I have to ask them this and that to make sure its the right order.

But work is good.

Uni... hmm...been slacking abit to make room for assignments.

I feel fat. But then when I look in the mirror, I feel hot. HAHA. Must be these baggy/thick/woolly winter clothes. DAMN. THAT is the reason why I hate winter. Winter clothes!!! I look fat in them. I'm not fat ok??? Just there's like what... 3 layers. Not thin layers. But WOOLLY, THICK layers.

But I really need to go for a run. Let off some steam. Maybe after this week. I've not done weights lately coz of health issues. But real thankful I did weights last time. :) Tone arms I love. :)

Shattered

Damn.

The shoes are not on sale anymore and they don't have it in brown anymore.
DAMN. Should have got it the other day. All mum's fault.

I purposely when to the Williams store at Forest Hill after work to find the shoe. It was pouring rain. And sadly, it wasn't on sale anymore. I would have got it at their original price if they still got brown but heck no, all blacks. They were the perfect heels for me. Just nice for me to walk 1000 miles without killing my feet and a real stand out in my skinny jeans.

I am very heartbroken. :(

My law assignment is no way near 3000 words. Darn.

RANDOM.

Something really random happened to me today. While I was waiting for the shuttle bus, I found a note on my bag.

It read as something like this: "Aussie guy looking for Asian girlfriend. Please call number"

My initial reaction was wadever. And then, what a lame way in picking up chicks. Then, OMG someone is trying to pick me up. Wtf.

For the record, no, I didn't call. I didn't even keep the note. The wind blew it away. LOL. Because 1, I'm not desperate, second, I didn't see any HOT AUSSIE guys around the bus stop and third, the wind blew it away. HAHA.

Ah wells... at least someone thinks I look Asian. Yesterday, a customer told me I look mix. Wth. It bothered me for the rest of the day. Somewhat a compliment but I prefer to look Asian thank you very much.

Hectic.

It's been a hectic week and this week hasn't even come to a stop yet.

My goodness.

I've been cramming to study all 5 topics for my accounting test which I've sat for today. It is a huge relieve. I think I did alright. I hope I did alright.

Yesterday was quite depressing. I had to cover for Veeta coz she's got test as well so she took a whole week off. So... I've been covering for her. I had to cover her 6.30 morning shift yesterday and it was HELL!!! I had trouble waking up (obviously). It's inhumane to ask someone to come to work at 6.30.

But it was fun setting up the rolls and looking at tired customers dreaming off into their own world. Like honestly!!! They were customers at 7 in the morning!! I was like shock really! Who the heck wakes up and bothers to go to shops at 7??? Oh well... I guess its money for the business. One customer even brought a caramel milkshake at 7??? WTH. I tot I was half asleep and misheard him. LOL. But I made a superb milkshake. :)

Then about 11, my energy slowed down. I had trouble keeping up. I was looking at the clock, wishing time would past by quickly. LOL. I dunno how Veeta does it. She's got like three 6.30am shift. She even goes straight to uni after work. That's like real hero man. And I'm already struggling with a 9.30 shift.

But, good thing is I got my pay early. And it was a shocking amount. LOL.

3 assignments. KILL IT LIKE U KILL THE TEST!!! Hehe.... I' will get HDs. Speaking of which, I got HD for acnt 1 assignment. Everyone got HD I guess but it was a mighty good feeling.

Random.

I know I should be doing my 3000 words corp law essay which is due in a week. BUT. Damn u procrastination.

Guys... I think I have a crush on someone. Details?? He's M'sian, 5 yrs older than me, Christian, TALLER than me. Basically, all the ticks in the box. I better stop coz some people might have already guess.

If I say some "other" things here, it will be a huge give away. So... no, the "obvious detail" will not be said.

But, u know. I'm putting it in God's hands. If it happens it happens, if it doesn't it doesn't. Simple. So, God...please don't fail me. LOL. Nah... trust Your hands. I haven't initiate anything coz I'm still waiting for a sign from God. A sign like maybe we're in the same group (coincidentally of course), or maybe we were assigned to the same project etc...

So far, none of that has happen yet. If it happens then I will definitely initiate it. But, who knows. I get tongue tied when I talk to him so I'm still secretly observing him in the distance or FB stalk him.

HAHA.

Alright back to essay. Random post this is.

Yesterday, after the doctors, I went shopping with mummy. I brought a woollen coat, a shirt blouse and brought mum a jacket. Then, I saw these shoes that's prefect for me. But mummy didn't want me to buy it because she said it's heel. So... I was quite unhappy

But, it's a LOW HEEL. It is THE SHOE!!! I've been searching for ages for a low heel shoe since I suck at wearing high heels. But, most shops seems to only sell HIGH HEEL SHOES. So... been looking around for a decent low heel shoe. And I've found it!!! It's brown!!!It's got a shiny buckle which I love!!!

But, I'm going back anyway. TEEHEE. Plus, its 20 dollars discount. So yeah... I will secretly buy that.

I will blog about EC next time. In short, it is the highlight of the year.

I was supposed to download corp law recorded lectures to listen during camp but the computers at monash did not allow my mp3 player file to run.

So, I tot to myself, ok, Mt Waverley library. Who knows?? stupid computer won't allow me to go on. Long story... no time to explain full. So... I went home. I couldn't download it on my laptop coz internet at home is sooo damn slow! Not only that, I'm scared of using up all the internet credit and get into trouble.

So yeah. Oh wells... i guess God really wants me to throw everything away during camp. Forget about everything. Forget about uni, bloody assignments (how do u do that when there's 3 assignments due in 2 weeks) or work or test or anything. Forget about everything for 4 days. Just go to camp and chill, relax and have the awesome 4 days, come back feeling refresh and energetic. :)

I finally bumped into Jacintha today!! Haven't seen her in ages.......... So that was nice. I have a craving for custard tarts. I was gonna get one after lectures but the shuttle bus came so I had to just leave it there. And the thought of having to wait until the Easter break is over is making my cravings stronger coz there's only 3 place I know that sells custard tart. A shop at Glen, this shop near my uni and at work. OMGsh!!! The shop near my uni sells delicious custard tart. OMGsh the shortbread base is sssssooooooooooo frigging crusty and soft and crumbly and yum!!! The custard is heaven, so jellyish, slurpyish, just pure awesomeness!!!! And the lady who sells them is Malaysian!!! LOL. Ah wells.. I might grab some when I work next week.

Camp. Imma excited. :) ok... pack time. I have prepared things to give to "my mortal". Explain when I get back. :)

Hols r almost here. I have to endure another day tmrw, which means 3 straight lectures. But, thank goodness for hols, would be better if it was longer tho. I have a feeling it will go in a click.

I realised I get full very quickly.

Like just today, I decided for once to have sausage roll for lunch during my break at work. THe sausage roll wasn't large at all. But, I couldn't finish it. I cut it into 4 quarters and I ate half and couldn't finish the other half. I pretty much forced myself to eat the other quarter and threw the other quarter away. I dunno why. Just recently, I'm either not hungry or I get full very quickly. Is it the weather???

Hmm... a mystery to solve.

What to do list for hols.
Easter camp
Send colour pencils and overdue reply letter to Kalkidan, my sponsor child. :)
Shopping. Get winter stuff.
Assignments. I'm very thankful that AIS is only 1500 words long AND NOT! related to excel. Phew! Excel sucks! Worst creation ever!!!
Work.
Study for Acnt mid sem.
Cell social

God... please get me through to week 8. Amen. :)

Finally done with Accounting assignment!!! Stupid stupid assignment. If I had to do that again... Oh wait, we have a part 2. *pats head*

Man... that almost killed us. First, we had trouble balancing it. It took us ages to correct everything. But thank goodness its balance now. Thank goodness. HAHA. :)

We had a small "squabble" in the middle. But we're still best of friends. :)

Today, I was suppose to go to Yasmeen's birthday bash. But because of the assignment, I had to cancel it. BUT. On the bus back, I met Ray, from my primary school!!! LOL. But, I didn't dare talk to him. Oh well... Maybe coz he's talking to someone so it would be rude or awkward to interrupt. Next time. I think he's cute.

HAHA. Wadever la... :)

Aunty Chong came to Melbourne. She's my kindy principle. She's a funny lady.

We brought her to church, as well as her daughter who had a genetic disorder. I'm not quite sure what exactly. I also don't dare to ask too. Then, we went for yamcha.

I was thankful to talk to her. She reassured me that my decision to continue my course was right. Remember how I wanted to quit Banking and Finance??? But I didn't so it was quite comforting to hear from her that Banking and Finance would get me somewhere. I also somewhat like Banking and Finance now. I like it more than Accounting (because of that stupid accounting assignment). HAHA. Remember how much I hated it last yr??

But really great to hear her say this: " It's hard but what isn't hard?? If everything was easy, we wouldn't try right??? It's better to face the difficulty now than to regret in the future. Besides, it will all be worth it in the end."

Also, I've decided to do Chinese as my electives after she told me that people with bilingual or trilingual languages have more advantage in the Banking industry. They are the first to be selected.

So yeah.

And so. I'm motivated again. :)

Work today was very very very busy. And I was soooo frustrated at everything, with everyone.

SOMEONE TOUCH MY FREAKING HAIR (it was lady boss)!!! WHICH I ABSOLUTELY DEFINITELY HATE!!!! I DISLIKE PEOPLE TOUCHING MY HAIR!!! MAN!! THAT ABSOLUTELY PISSES ME OFF!!! THE ONLY ONES WHO EVER GET TO TOUCH MY HAIR IS THE HAIRDRESSER and myself. wth. SHE DID IT TWICE!!! TWICE!! ONCE IS ENOUGH BUT TWICE??? I WAS LIKE THIS CLOSE TO YELLING.

After that, my mood went down hill. Goodness... My patience was at breaking point. I was about to explode. And stupid stupid customers who cannot make decisions. And those who talk sooo softly and those who never answer ur questions.

Damn.

So yeah. I was piss, my patience was wearing thin. I had to force a smile to every customer which was absolutely pathetic. To make matters worst, no one helped me serve customers so I was basically running around doing everything.

I was soooo stress that I had 2 cups of coffee for my break. But the good thing is that I got a start to my finance report and have a fair idea of how to go about with this. And I actually had energy to study for Acnt mid term, which surprise me since I had such a strenous day at work.

Work can suck it.

OCF. was great.

I love discussing about Jesus, about the Bible. I love hearing other's testimony. But, personally, I feel that I still have trouble sharing things to others. It has nothing to do with others. It's just I'm such an introvert person and I prefer keeping some things to myself. Like, I don't even share things to my family, or even to my closest friends. It feels good to have secrets between me and myself. LOL.

Anyway.... we were talking about faith still. And today we were talking about faith and actions. This BS session really got me thinking of how my actions reflect my faith. And I tot back to my actions back then. About my addiction. About all the things that I've done that in God's eyes is unworthy. I realised how much I've let God down with every single sin I've commit.

This session by far, has been the most eye opening for me. It seriously got me thinking about serving in worship. I didn't share about this with my cell because one of my cell members is in the worship committee. So yeah. I decided not to share with them.

Then, we continue talking about spritual gifts and speaking in tongues. Honestly, I haven't really have a talk about speaking in tongues. Like it never really cross my mind. It never really bother me in a huge way. But u know, sometimes I see other Christians speaking in tongues during worship or prayer and it felt like there's something I'm missing out on and of course, the typical question "why?". Why do they have it and I don't?? Isit because I'm less of a Christian than them?? Isit because their faith level is greater than me??? But, Chee Kai reassured us that not being able to speak in tongues doesn't make us less of a Christian.

Also, having Chee Kai in the group is very very helpful. Btw, Chee Kai is our advisor and also a Bible College lecturer. I feel that putting me with Chee Kai is intentional. I dunno if my brother played a part in it or something. But definitely, I learned alot from Chee Kai. I like his stories, his testimonies. Everything he said or shared is something I've never ever thought before. He just brings in alot of new ideas and questions that got me thinking.

I've paid for Easter Camp which is next week. I am excited. Ok... sleep time.