Piss is the word.

I am freaking piss right now. The baker needs to go die and burn in a hole!!

Alright, work today was very good. I was at my best. I was running around just to get the job done quickly ( I was really really running around). I timed myself in everything little thing I did to make sure I was efficient enough. I was making alot of sales and being very friendly and smiley and saying thank you and have a nice day.

I was running around until the last 30 minutes of work, I slowed down abit coz I've done everything that needs to be done and I have nothing else to do, so I just stood there staring at the ceiling. And seeing it was the last 30 minutes, I just stood there and wait for customers while Angela do the stock take and while Veeta was cleaning the coffee machine.

And that stupid stupid stupid moron came I told me I WASN'T WORKING HARD ENOUGH!!! Wtf. Wtf. Wtf. Me?? Not working hard enough??? I busted my ass off whole morning serving customers, running around, cleaning this and that, doing odd jobs that no one else wants to do. AND THIS IDIOT SAID I'M NOT WORKING HARD ENOUGH!!! I was and am soooo upset and angry and frustrated at him. What does he know??? What?? What??? What?? He told me that people who get laid off are those who don't work as hard. I'm like whatever... asif I care!! Asif. U think I'm going to be so scared??? I'm going to get a better job anyway that pays whole lot better... so why would I care??

But, I did not argue with him like I did last time. I just sucked it all up and let it go. I was at the edge of argueing with him but I didn't. This is harassment to it's highest level, I wasn't going to put up with it but seeing whatever I said means absolutely nothing to him, I decided to let it go. No point getting back at him, there's nothing I need to prove to him anyway. I know I've done my best, I don't need someone like him to tell me shit things.

ARGH!! Damn. After all that, I still feel like shit.