Work and insomnia

First day at work! I'm working at a Fruit Shop at Ashburton. There's lot I have to learn. OMGosh I so didn't know there were a whole variety of fruits. Like at least 5 types to apples and a whole variety to pumpkins and potatoes. I'm like what the..... and I came across a weird fruit called Biji Pot or something like that.

My trainee, an Aussie, could count faster than me. Seriously, like in a split second, which makes me so embarrassed as an Asian. Coz Asians are MEANT to do calculations quicker and efficiently. Ah well..... but it's a good job. 15 bucks per hour. Actually, technically speaking 13 bucks, after tax cut. Pretty good actually, given it's my first job.

I dunno why, but I have sleeping problems. I'm not stress, frustrated, nervous, scared. Nothing like that, no negative emotions. I don't have nightmares. I tried sleeping at 11pm but end up tossing and turning, looking at the ceiling in the dark, playing with my hp, staring blankly in the dark. Finally sleeping at around 2am.

Very, very strange.

Maybe it's the uni offers next Tues. But it's not troubling me in a huge way. What happens happens. Life goes on whether u like it or not. Maybe I need someone to sing me the lullaby song, to help me fall asleep.

Going joging later to clear my head, and burn the boost smooties and 3 spoons of choc vanilla.