*Hangs head*

I didn't get Accounting at Monash Clayton. I dunno how to feel! Well, I assume I didn't as no one called me up for an interview. I dunno if they somehow forgot or by chance I didn't fulfill all the requirement.

To be honest, I feel disappointed. All the year I hope for this course. Praying and hoping God will be good to me. I studied really hard for this, and end up not getting it! It sucks so badly.

Why oh why is life so unfair. Why do non-Christians get 99.95? Why do homosexuals get better than me? Why do people who swear get their wishes?

Why does God give these people a chance in life?

And here I am being the devoted Christian, forfeiting the thing that meant alot to me. I pray everyday, I go on a religious fasting for a month, I regular attended church with a cheerful heart, I serve God both in church and out, and this is what I get? I dunno.. U tell me what am I suppose to believe anymore? I know I shouldn't be questioning. I dunno about u, but life sucks so bad......

*Hangs head*. Yes it's true, I did not get it. But it's not the end of the world. Sometimes we have to learn to crawl up from such drop. The crawling up bit is the worst but it brings out the best in u!! It shows ur true colours and enables u to move forward.