Day out with the girls.

Today was out with the girls at Glen Waverley. Man... I am getting sick of Glen Waverley. I do my errands there we catch up there, family lunch isalways there, mum always do shopping there, I do everything there!!!

Viet lunch was superb. Except for the fact Cat found a hair in her vermicelli beef noodles . The meal was free and Cat got a free dessert. But my tomato rice and crispy chicken was very very tasty. Very decent price with decent size portion. The service was excellent too. The waiters were always smiling and saying "Thank You" and "Good Bye" when we left which was unusual for an Asian hospitality. Despite the hair, I'm definitely taking the family there.
We kinda thought that next time we go or to any restaurant, we'll just chuck out random numbers (coz the menu's in numbers) and see what we got. LOL.

Then, as we were leaving, we bumped into Sean. He said Hi and I said Hi back. He has changed alot. He looked quite different. He looked more buff and looked taller. LOL. Too much gyming eh????? Then me and Alka joked about it and how I USED to have a crush on him back in highschool. It was good to see him again.

Then, we had ice cream!!! I-scream!!

But, I wish I could go to the NYE party that Sars, Cat and her bf are going. But, given the circumstances that my parents will definitely object, I decided not to go. I really want to go, I really want to go to a decent party, count-down with my friends, meet new people, go to the after party at the beach and camp there under the stars with my friends and waking up on the beach maybe in time for sunrise, followed with a seaside breakfast.

But who am I kidding, they are sure to give me a big fat no and I'm not the kind that will sneak out and put pillows under my covers to hide my sneaking out. My mum is sure to say this: "You know what they do, get drunk, get more drunk, get into fights, get glassed and get injured, u don't want ur future to get ruin do u??????" or " Ur drink will be spiked or u'll get drugged" or "For what u want to stay up till late, not like u're going to meet anyone decent enough for u!!"

Yup. T_T

I want a ticket to the Aus Open very very badly.

I don't care.

A ground pass would be fine, a ticket to a match would be fabulous, a ticket to the men's final would be my dream come true.

I really want to go... :(

Is it too late to ask Santa?? or maybe the NY wishing star would bring me a ticket.

Speaking of wishes, I watched a really romantic rom-com (romantic comedy) on Christmas day. It was really touching. It's called boyfriend for Christmas. It's about a girl who wished for a boyfriend at 13 and then got her wish 20 yrs later. It is super touching. The way the guy just turned up out of no where. LOL.

I want a tix to Aus Open!!!!!

Xmas.

Christmas doesn't feel like christmas this year. I don't know why, it just doesn't feel right.

I had a small, simple Christmas lunch with the family at home. Just awesome, simple home cooked meal of pasta, tuna and lots of sweet and spicy sauce (how asian!), followed with Sara Lee Choc Cheesecake. YUM!!

Simple, but nice. Then, we had a look at our Tassie pics, how we laugh.

Boxing Day sale. WAS HORRENDOUS!! It was packed of people, bombarded at every angle. But still, I managed to get sunnies from OPSM. I also got new bed linen sheets, time to chuck out the old, dirty, smelly one. Eww.. yeah eww... HAHAHA. Speaking of which, I have to go for an eye test tmrw.

Argh... U know what I wish?? To spend a week at home, DOING NOTHING. I've been out and about almost everyday since hols start. Like none stop out of the house every single day. I just want to chill, relax, and do absolutely nothing. I need to take advantage of this one month break from work and this another 2 months till uni starts to "conserve" my energy.

Oh boy, I cannot wait for this year to end, officially.

I'm back from Tassie.

My hair is very oily (yes, I showered but without shampoo). I've never eaten so much junk in my life and never took so many photos in my life.

Yup, too many photos.

N0, I'm not uploading it.

Christmas.. I'm not in the Christmas spirit. I still have unfinished business from 2008. Stupid. Unfinished. Business.

Freaky health scare

I had a health scare last night. Okay technically, early this morning around 1am.

Yesterday, I went to sleep quite early at around 10.30. Around 1am, I suddenly woke up finding it very hard to breathe. It was very very scary. My heart was pumping really fast and my breathing could not keep up with my fast pumping heart. I was really scared. I seriously thought I was going to die. Serious, no kidding. It was like there wasn't enough oxygen to keep my heart pumping. It was like I wasn't even breathing, like I stopped breathing and my heart was pumping like mad to get oxygen to the whole body. Then, I remember from studying science in high school that a person would die if not breathing for around 3 minutes. I panic like hell.

Seriously, I tot I'm having a heart attack. But, yeah. I told my brother and he gave me some tea to drink. But, no. My heart was still beating very fast. My legs were shaking really badly. Some scenarios were playing in my mind. I wanted to tell my parents, I wanted to go to the hospital. I can sooo see me being admitted into the ER and being put into an oxygen mask.

But somehow things just went back to normal. My parents freaked out the next morning when my brother told them how I couldn't breathe. Like really really freak out. My dad's expression was priceless. Dad wanted to bring me for a check up but I just didn't want to burden them coz check ups cost a fortune.

So yeah. That's why I stop eating junk anymore and more fruits and veg. And no coffee. Man, it really freak me out, really. Also, I realised something that I don't want to die. Sounds idiotic, but I realised I have alot to live for, and I realised my life is not bad.

Yup.

I hate work now. I am sooo in holiday mood now. Damn. So demotivated.

So glad for the Tassie trip the week before Chrissy. I don't have to work and get to go sight-seeing on a place that is long forgotten in Australia.

Honestly, whenever I think of Australia, or look at the map of Australia, I think of all the other states except this little island called Tasmania. I see the Tasmanian island as not a state but part of Victoria. LOL. Yeah, so that's where the whole family is going. I heard its the Australian version of New Zealand. The landscape, town, places etc.

Should be fun. Finally get to escape work. I have to work on Christmas Eve. But on a lighter note, I get to get all the leftovers on Christmas Eve, all the cakes, pies, breads, biscuits that are not sold coz we're going away for a month. :)

Failure doesn't come easy. Failure is common in life. What else, if not failure?? It's part of life.

It's not as bad as it seems. Maybe, maybe not. Sometimes I cannot do this anymore. I really cannot. I could simply just forget about it. Easier option. But, no. No. NO. It's just something that I WANT! And I want it even more now. Sometimes... other times, its pure denial. But isn't it the same?? No. One is dealing with it but with a forceful, unwilling mindset; the latter is not dealing with it but being quite peaceful inside.

I dunno where I am. I supposed I'm the latter, taking it as it comes. This is my dream, has been my dream, and always has been. The dream I'm talking about u ask?? It's my dream to be an accountant. It may seem like a distance dream but no, its all in my palms. I have let it slipped once, and I will never let it slipped again.

Focus, Sally, focus. U cannot, repeat, must not, give up. Dreams like these are worth it at the end of the tunnel. Don't lose focus. I know its hard, but what dream isn't??? I would love to know.

There is no shortcut to a dream ~~~ Britannia High.

Cramness

Church today was very very torturing. Not because it was boring, nothing like that.

Just, I wasn't feeling very well. I've got stomach cram, dizziness, wobbly legs, sore back and neck, moody thoughts. Seriously, my legs felt very very very sore, I was very tempted to sit through the whole praise and worship. Even sitting down with crossed legs is a pain. The pain is killing. Very killing.

Yesterday after work, my back and neck was sooo sore I swear my neck would break. I need a massage asap.

U know, "THE" symptoms of "THE" illness that comes every once in a month.

I dunno. I just couldn't concentrate. The music was playing, my mind was else where. The funny thing was I wasn't even thinking of anything. My mind was just drifting off. But, yeah, it was torturing, just sitting there with sore back, neck and legs and to top it off, stomach cram, which to me is the worst of the worst. Every sec, I felt the need to go to the toilet. But I know my brain is playing with me.

My dad thought I got food poisoning. Yeah.

Day 1. 6 days to go. No, wait, make it 4 days.

New clothes

I need to shop. I need new clothes. I need to get rid of my old clothes, mind you I still have stuff dated back to 5 yrs ago. I know. Very sad. I need new clothes.

BUT, the thing is I hate shopping. I never go shopping just for the sake and satisfaction of shopping. In fact, I don't find shopping very satisfying. It's very mind draining, requires a lot of energy esp shopping of clothes, constantly going into the change room, swapping sizes, making decisions. LOL. Maybe I need a P.A. LOL.

I only shop when I need to. This time I NEED to shop. I'm turning 20 nt year, or to be exact, 3 mths to 20!! I cannot wait to turn 20!!! It's just going to be another milestone as I look back to the past 20 yrs. I don't see 20 as old. It's completely absurd to think 20 is old. C'mon, turning 20 is the most exciting thing ever!!! If 20 is old, what is 50 then???

Yeah, so I need new clothes. Time to grow up.

I sometimes look at Generation Tech and squint my eyes at them.

I was at Epic Youth which is for high school teenages. I don't often go but because I'm free on that Friday, I went. Actually, my bro trick me to go, he said something special is on, but no, it was a lie. LOL.

BUT, I found the kids there were trying to "act cool". It was real obvious. Especially the guys, they were walking around in "packs" and with their oversize hoodies, and baggy jeans with their hands in their pockets and their "cool walk" and quirky handshake. I was like... okay... that is quite cheesy.

Is it just me, or I'm losing touch with "young" people. LOL.

AND everytime I was walking to work, I always bump into school kids along the way since its when school ends. The kids are very energetic and they swear uncontrollably which is very annoying as a bystander. The weird thing is the gap between the girls and the boys. Through my observation (how thesis like), the girls were often found mocking the boys and the boys were acting like jerks and mocking the girls back. They yell at each other, curse each other. How interesting... this kind of behavious is totally intentional by both parties. Adolescence... something I would hate to go through again. Discovering the opposite sex, how do u react?? But to pretend to hate them and let them know u hate them.

It's true, something does happen between 4 and 20. LOL.

Spring Onions.

I hate spring onions, not period.

I prepared Singapore noodles for myself since I'm the only one at home. So, here I am adding whatever I found in the fridge. There's cabbage, yesterday's curry chicken, fried pork from 2 days ago and a stalk of wrinkly spring onion. So, I put everything in my noodles thing. AND! I couldn't find the pepper. Grr...

It would taste better if not of the spring onion. The rest of the day, my throat was freaking dry and I had to drink heaps and heaps of water. I dunno why. And I had to work in the arvo, and talking was a pain. But spring onion makes my throat dry. Anyone else have this experience?? Ah wells.

First day of summer!!!!!! YAY!!!!! I love summer!!!