Failure doesn't come easy. Failure is common in life. What else, if not failure?? It's part of life.

It's not as bad as it seems. Maybe, maybe not. Sometimes I cannot do this anymore. I really cannot. I could simply just forget about it. Easier option. But, no. No. NO. It's just something that I WANT! And I want it even more now. Sometimes... other times, its pure denial. But isn't it the same?? No. One is dealing with it but with a forceful, unwilling mindset; the latter is not dealing with it but being quite peaceful inside.

I dunno where I am. I supposed I'm the latter, taking it as it comes. This is my dream, has been my dream, and always has been. The dream I'm talking about u ask?? It's my dream to be an accountant. It may seem like a distance dream but no, its all in my palms. I have let it slipped once, and I will never let it slipped again.

Focus, Sally, focus. U cannot, repeat, must not, give up. Dreams like these are worth it at the end of the tunnel. Don't lose focus. I know its hard, but what dream isn't??? I would love to know.

There is no shortcut to a dream ~~~ Britannia High.