MONEY AND CAPITAL IS SHIT STUFF!! I DON'T KNOW WHY I EVEN BOTHER STUDYING IT!! CALL ME MAKING A FUSS ABOUT NOTHING, BUT! SERIOUSLY IT IS SO FRUSTRATING!! I'VE BEEN READING IT FOR THE I-DUNNO-HOW-MANY-TIMES, E.G. 5 TIMES AND IT DOESN'T STICK IN MY BRAIN! I DUNNO WHY!! WHY?? TELL ME WHY???

breath...

okay back to normal self.

Normally when I study, I remember the main points, important bits and can do a brief summary in my head. But, for Money and Capital, everything goes in and comes out like in a million second. It doesn't stay and before bed time I totally can't recall what I just read/study/revise. It feels like I never even read that stuff at all. So, how frustrating is it????? I dunno why I even tried. I could have easily drop the degree but I dunno what to do. I dunno if it is worth all this just to look smart and feel absolutely better than others. Yes. I do have an inner ego side, the kiasu (competitive) side that doesn't give up.

So, how now? But something tells me I'll be ready, and get HDs or Ds the least. But in terms of enjoying it, will I be able to???