I need a new hobby.

I feel like I'm losing passion about everything. I used to be quite talented. I still play the piano, I still take up art lessons and dancing lessons and I could swim!! In fact I love swimming when I was younger. And now, I don't even have a hobby. Every time when someone ask me "what do u do in ur free time?" I make up something like piano or sports etc. Quite pathetic but my life is like that.

I'm thinking of getting art supplies and draw. I still like drawing. It's something I love a lot. Especially painting. I remember loving to paint landscape drawings and I love art galleries (too bad they cost a fortune), the smell of freshly painted art work and analyzing every art work on display, being in my own moment and looking at every detail, colour and texture. Seriously, I stare at every picture for the max 5 minutes, where as others just glance over.

Or I could bake. I could get baking supplies!! Thinking of getting an electric whipper!! Baking is now something I love. I like baking cakes, cookies and biscuits. I also learn how to make choc mousse. 4 ingredients only, Good quality choc, thick cream, 4 eggs and orange juice (optional), beat it together and there u have a whole bowl of choc mousse!! Fast and quick and yummy!! No cooking required or baking or even freezing required!!! I like to add choc chips to give it some crunch coz it taste quite flat and fluffy and bland overtime.

Or I could take up dancing lessons again. I remember when I was young I love dancing. Dad wasn't too keen about me taking up lessons coz he thinks its making me girly. Like wtf, girly? I'm a girl and being girly is a good thing ok? Mum jokes that I'm too girly and too "ai mei", translate as beauty conscious. Like what do they expect me to be? Tomboyish. I wanted to rebut saying: "Just be thankful that I'm not a lesbian!" But of course, I kept it to myself.
But really, I want to learn to dance. Thinking of jazz, something freestyle.

Okay...... So I do have a passion. :) I need to find it again. Hmm.. blogging helps to refresh everything.