Bad week, exam stress and flu bug.

I had the most frustrating week ever. Okay for starters, I got sick and oh what a coincidence, it's exam week!! Well I was sick on Sun and I had Accounting on Monday and then Tuesday I have management and Money and Capital on Thursday.

So I had a bit flu on Sun but I shrugg it off, thinking that resting would do me justice the next day. So, on Monday, I did go for the Accounting exam. And boy, I don't think I did great. Half way through the exam I just felt so tired and I couldn't think. I really felt like giving up coz the paper was just so blurry and my brain was dead, I JUST COULDN'T THINK!! I couldn't remember everything I've studied. But the flu got worst after the exam coz for no particular reason the Racecourse (our exam venue) was very windy and very cold and the wind was blowing at my face. And there was no where to go except to wait outside the cold so that's where my flu worsen. I called daddy to come and get me. And that night was just very depressing.

So the day I have my management exam, I still plan to sit for it. But then I just decided to defer the exam. I mean I was so weak, I cannot think, I just want to sleep. I really want to get it over with but who am I kidding, I'm just going to go in there and do really bad. So, I deferred my exam, meaning I didn't sit for it but defer it till January. I lodge a special consideration form and mummy brought me to see the doctors to get a MC. I hope they allowed me to.

So today I'm feeling much better. I did go for Money and Capital, it was unbelivably quite easy which was a relieved since I was stressing about it for the whole semester. Now, I have bus. stats left next Friday.

Really, I am so grateful that God is guilding me. I'm really grateful that He is helping me in this period of time. I seriously cannot imagine how to survive without my firm belief in Him. I seriously cannot. Even if I have family and friends to help me, I still cannot see how I can do this on my own. I cannot imagine how non-believers would react in my situation, or would even make through any dreadful circumstances. But I am glad I can lean to God for guildance. And I am very proud to say I am very much trusting and having faith in God that everything would turn around just fine. It's things like this that make myself grow stronger, I turn to His word for guildance, I seek for Him for guidance and pray and hope for the best.

So, this is my week. I guess I made it through, hopefully it will all come together. Really funny, in the middle of this whole stress, a children church song was playing in my head, it goes like this:

"Trust, trust in the Lord, lean not on ur own understanding" The sentence "Trust, trust in the Lord" was playing again and again.

Coincidence?? Supernatural?? I think not.