Today was very tiring. And the thing that is so strange is that I did nothing. I didn't go to lecture (oops!), I did not have work and didn't do homework, study, assignments... etc... And I feel dead physically and mentally now.

Okay.. I tried reading M and C textbook. And gosh.. the content is so hard to understand and very hard to remember. I was reading the words and my head wasn't fully understand all of it, not just some, but all of it. My eyes were screening across the page, the words, every letter. But I just couldn't quite grasped it. I reassured myself that this takes time and patience.

I am now thinking of dropping my other degree. And just do Accounting. I already have trouble now in first year and believe it, first year content is suppose to be basic things. What will happen later on??

And I am very sure which pathway I want to enter into. I want to get into Accounting. It's already stamped in my brains and locked in my soul. So, why bother to do Banking and Finance? The thing that is making me think twice is that I remember the CPA person said that it is an advantage for graduates to do both Accounting and Finance subjects.

Oh boy... I'm really very confused right now.