Today was okay. Infact, I don't think I like today.

Stupid Accounting questions are very frustrating. I hate the topic of Receivables. I can't get the freaking thing to balance. I dunno what the heck is wrong, I've checked again and again but no, it still isn't right. And Alka, plz don't brush it in. I don't need that right now.

It's these things that make me think if Accounting is the right one. I mean what if I don't balance the figures, that would be awful. Having to go to work everyday and not make the figures balance. Every day would suck if none ever balance!! Thinking about it makes me feel so scared. I can't even do a simple question, what would happen if I'm faced with a real-life situation, with real money figure?? I don't want to cause someone to lose money because of my inability!! Yeah, sometimes I forget that the figures are money figures. Kinda scary to think that they are cold hard cash.

Also, sometimes I wonder if I can cope with the demand and high expectation. The Accounting world is so much different then theory wise. It's fascinating but looks dangerous at the same time.

Someone asked me why Accounting and I couldn't give a decent answer. It's more like a gut feeling, following ur guts kinda thing. But, I can only hope that things turn out well.

Can I skip uni tmrw?? Really don't feel like going tmrw. Thinking about accounting tute tmrw freaks me out. Dunno if freak is the right word tho, our tutor is soooo demanding. She expects everyone to speak up in class, and I can't be bothered. Actually, I'm more afraid of her than the subject.

Work today didn't go well either. I am so fed up right now. I'm just going to go to sleep now.