Hate post, beware.

PISS

Fking piss now. And yes. I do swear so live with it!!

Fking piss with everything!!!!!!!

Everything went wrong since I woke.

Mum called at 830 and woke me up!!! So piss with her right now. I was so tired, but I couldn't get back to sleep and the rest of the day was just a bludge for me. I couldn't concentrate, I couldn't think properly. Everything was a blur to me.

And then I told her not to do that anymore and she asked me not to grumble at her. I was telling her in a nice way and NOOOO she did not appreciate it. I fking don't get her. All my life, I've been trying to be nice to her, impress her, make her feel good. I was the better kid but BUT NO!! She finds fault in everything I do. I've always had to earn her trust and once I did something wrong, even the tiniest thing, even if it was once in a blue moon thing, she will forget about all the good things I've done and again left with me trying to build that trust again.

I am not talking to her for the rest of the day or week!!

Mum, get this. I hate it when u say :

" I don't trust her at all"

"She has to stop being so sensitive and grow up"

It breaks my heart that I'm the good person in this family, I come home early so u won't get worried, I go to sleep early so u don't have to check on me, I skip parties just for u, I always set my alarm so u don't have to worry about me being late, I help out with chores to give u a hand, I gave up the person I love just for u, I give u massages, I'm the only one who remembered ur birthday and celebrated it with u.

So fking QUIT it!!!!! I don't fking give a shit about everything!!