Maybe next time.

I have been snooping around people's blogs. Kinda interesting to see how everyone's life has been going on, and what they r up to.

Well, I passed this one blog. I won't say whose blog it is to protect that person's image. Anyway that person was blogging about betrayal, about how that person was backstabbed by some individual. That person blog about how she hated the feeling of being backstabbed. And it kinda jumped out to me on how hypocrite she is.

This is because this person has personally betrayed my one and only trust. And for him/her to say that she hated backstabbers when she is one herself is abit ridiculous really! I trusted her once and I NEVER will trust her again. She gave me a word of promise and she broke her word. It seems to me that she never realised how wrong she was and how much she has hurt my feelings. Sometimes I wonder why anyone would like her. But, not to forget two-faced people existed!

After that incident, I find it hard to trust most people. But, God gave me the courage to forgive her. It took me quite sometime but eventually I managed to forgive her. Forgiving her felt great because I was always holding this grudge against her. It felt like a burden lifted over my shoulder.

However, I don't think we can remain as friends anymore. I have not forgotten what she did. It will be something I will remember for years to come or maybe forever will stay with me.

Forgiving doesn't mean forget!